so much has happened, i dun even know where to start. 
or where to end.
but i think, these people shaped my future.


i'm gg to work in some job away from people i am comfortable with.
so that i will nv grow attached to anyone.

 after so long, i'm back.
zz.

okay life has not exactly been eventful since exams ended.
but at least there was smth to do every other day.
started with trng w the ivp bballers, but oh well i turned rusty alrdy.
skills not there, and i injured my knee idk how.
sigh i still thought i could at least do smth i like...

and db trng starts.
almost concurrently with ihg.
trng and playing with an injured knee is no joke.
and some ppl just had to piss me off during trng, detestable max.
URGH.
and after trng tt day, rushed back to sch to play for ihg bball.
bad idea. not like i helped much, i was seated at the sidelines by the 2nd quart cos of some bitch who kicked my feet from behind and made me fall on my bum. tt hurts. must be tt stupid number 9 who swings her smelly long hair ard and shouts as if shes the ref. 
and went home w a sore ankle + an even more painful knee.

result? missed trg the next morning cos i couldnt even walk normally.


i cant wait for phuket this sat.
get me away from here for awhile pls! 

 hello people.
i'm back!

yea ditched this place for quite some time.
am finally here AGAINNNNNN teehee.
actually have nthg much to say but then i just wanna revive this space.

past few months were goooooood, though time passes like in the blink of an eye.
so much have happened.
though life's pretty much still the same now.

I'M IN HALL hehe w the awesome roomie.
okay sch sucks all my cores are project based which is like 4 fifth of the modules i'm taking this sem.
sucks max.

and i still enjoy time spent w b (: 

i think i shud really start to focus on my school work this sem.
feels like i cant do it D:

been bz w anything and everything.
am tired.
but the real fun/shagness havent even really started.

2 weeks away from home.

flying to macau on the 25th.
touching down back in spore on the 2nd aug at 6+am.
rush home.
supposed to report to campsite for SU on the 2nd aug at 9+am.
TIRED OR NOT.

okay no more this kinda life next year.
i want my lunch treat hehe.


day out yday was great!
haven went out to town for such a LONG time alrdy.
didnt spend much but caused b to spend a bomb.
and i got a free cool water bottle.

pvp today was great!
spent quality time w my loves in pj.
team SSS bball 2nd. (how many teams are there?)
team galaxy capt ball champs. 
:D reminiscing the day of sns haha.
relaxing lunch and movie after tt.
sorcerer's apprentice's naise.


2nd time, so is it actually really me.
sigh.
was really caught off guard and i really didnt expect it.
my heart is still sinking whenever i think abt it, but i know i am the culprit.
am i really helping you make the right choice? 

 time passed real fast.
trngs and trngs and trngs, PM is over.
just like that.
a less than 5 min race.
well, it was really a race set i've nv felt during trngs before.
okay its all over anw.
a new beginning, train hard and prepare ourselves for the coming year.

everything bout sdbf aside.


yay had a great time w my FRIENDS! :D

victory dinner was not bad, though food werent fantastic.
had fun gorging and talking cock w the babies teehee.

waited damn long for handover.

met b and went over to cine to wait for the clikue watching despicable me.
over to drew's and watched a 90 min heart thumping match, and tore away the useless pieces of papers.
WALAU HOLLAND ): ): ):

celebrated stephy's bday w a cake wei bought from msia hahaha.

and then they keep asking me to quit db.
its the time of the year again.
always when there is a break and w these outside influences, i tend to think, alot.
esp after the thing yday night, i see no point.
and after working hard for so long, i still am not rowing well.
OH WELLLLLLLL.
sometimes i really think i'm better off playing ball for the rest of my life.
i wanna play bball on sat mornings  ):

hijacked drew's bro's room and slept at 6am! 
woke up at 12 and went for nice duck porridge yumyum.
went to b's house and watch him pack his stuff for trng. poor him so tired still got trng.
HAHAHAH OKAY I AM GLOATING COS I HAVE NO TRNGS FOR PM ALRDY. 
for now tt is.
played abit of monopoly deal, and home.

sigh long day ehhhhh.
and still sian ttm now.
but i had fun yday and today.
minus the losses.

i'm so glad my clikue/friends went down to support me.
i'm so glad i have great friends in the team.
i'm so glad b accompanied me to bedok early in the morning w breakfast for me :D
i'm so glad for my family including gino who went down to support me.
i'm so glad for you people, who have the same thinking as me.
i'm so glad its actually over, and we can start afresh.
i'm so glad i got to spend time w my clikueeeee :D
i'm so glad for the time i have to myself tmrw! 


okay next up, macau, yog, and sports camp.

 should have known.